I do not know what I am going to do with myself if I will lose Harrah. She is the only person who is nice enough to stay with me over the years. Harrah is a London escort, she is my girlfriend. For now we have been fighting a lot because of the fact that I have been completely selfish with her. She told me that she want to go far because there is a good opportunity for her. But instead for supporting my London escort, I got jealous and her feel bad about herself. Now I understand how completely bad I have behaved. As soon as this London escort threaten to leave me I realised how bad I have been. She is a good woman and I do not know why I have not listened to her all along. I do not think that I can manage to meet a London escort just like her. So I tried my best to persuade her to forgive me. She did not easily forgive me at all but I understand it. I have to be a better person in order to make her stay in my life but I do not mind it. All I want is to make this London escort realise that I can still change. Now I am supporting her in life just like I am supposed to. I can’t afford to lose her at all and I realise that. I will treat the days that I am with this London escort like it is my last. That way I can have peace and live the life I truly wanted. Making sure that Harrah will stay with me will not be easy at all. But as long as there are a lot of people who is with me and can understand the way I think I will be completely fine. Knowing that chaos that will be in my life if Harrah will be away is not the end of the world. As long as she will remain my girlfriend I am alright with it. For me I just have to keep an open mind and hope for the best. Harrah will be with me if I just try to be a better person. London escorts really are a big part of my life. They are very positive in the way the think and they do not mind it when people try to interfere with what they want. I will try to endure through the pain and will wait for my London escort. I know that it will always be worth it in the end when she will arrive in our how and stay with me for the rest of her life.